Why am i scared of moving on with life?

2021.10.17 01:26 BlackHeartRose2020 Why am i scared of moving on with life?

Hi everyone. I will try to keep this as simple and as short as possible. I am a 26 y/o mother, w/husband, 3 kids. We finally got the resident permit after 7 long depressive years. We can actually finally start living normally, join society, learn things, and freaking travel!!!!
The thing is, i am terrified of doing that, i literally and without exaggerating start crying and my chest starts hurting when i talk about the possibility of me joining a school and meeting people. I have been hurt by so many people in this city, and moving somewhere else is impossible (7 years here, our kids' roots are here). The idea of learning a new language paralyzes me (even though i had no problem learning English on my own and enjoying it), i am fully convinced i will fail at everything i might attempt to do. i am scared of leaving the house, i am scared of missing my kids, i am scared of doing something wrong to them, or miss a meal, or lose grip of the house and the organization and my kids' extra home education (son has development delays, daughter needs mother tongue at home + 2 languages at school, newborn). Everything around me scares me. I have been delaying and pushing the inevitable. My social worker spoke to me 3 times so far about joining a school and i keep making excuses (i am sick, not yet, i still have a newborn, haven't decided what to do.... etc). I know this will catch up with me, i cannot keep pushing it, i just need someone to tell me why am I so scared? I am thinking of going to a therapist l, but like.... wtf do i even say to them? How do i explain it? I don't even know if this post make any sense.
Thank you for reading.
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I (f20) got invited to a wedding that is in a week, but I am away at college and don’t have any dresses or nice clothes here with me. I told the people I’m going with this, and they said they are going to take me to the mall and help me pick something out. The problem is, I’m low on money. I recently had a couple bills to pay and it set me back a bit. I am employed, but that money goes to my rent and things for school. I need help with what to tell the people I’m going with. I don’t want to say I don’t have enough money. Should I tell them I had something come up on that day? What would you do? Thanks in advance!
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2021.10.17 01:26 Ragnellrok So.... I beat Dark Souls Remastered....... (fluff?)

Forward:
Just to clarify, on PS4, I literally play all of these titles on PS4 since BB is on it too and it limits how much I must relearn from game to game.
Meat:
Now, onto the part of the post I'm making this for, I have noticed that my Chrome (on my phone), has not gone below 10 tabs whilst playing DS3, reason? I open 11th+ tab to go elsewhere so I can keep track of storylines I care about as well as checking Fextralife Wikis for a general suggestion on the general level I should be. Why do I give a shit about general levels you might be wondering. Well, I don't wanna be going into an area too OP. I know that might make you go "huh? The hell you talking about?" And well, I know that if I am going into an area there is a chance I could be too OP for it because I grinded another area because Souls/Echoes were good. For example, I hit suggested cap for the 4th boss in BB (oh yeah. I am playing it on the side, and yeah, I'm keeping with the story of both, I've read articles, had it explained, etc, so it's not like I'm missing much, I actually got killed by Patches in BB as it's not mentioned that he will trick you to die to a later boss), so anyway, I'm playing DS3 as my main FromSoft title.... and I have 10 tabs to check and be like "okay..... anything I need to do here in order for the plotline to continue....? Yes, okay, let's do that before I go do that real quick."
I think I'm addicted to FromSoft plotlines.... fml....
Don't need to read, just desert:
PS- continuing in the vein of too OP, I had a farming route that let me go and kill, the 2 blue dudes with canes, on the giant side, kill said giant, kill 2nd, I think they're called brutes, I call them Ogres, then kill the first who had like 3-4 crows with him instead of 1, yay serration! Then killed ballsy giant, went over to where the people were before Old Yarnham (I found this place by accident), murdered them, then went into the Tomb for Old Yarnham, and then killed werewolf thing after the people (not jolly co-operation guy obv), and finally lamped back to dream. This route which had the least amount of fat on it netted me just under 10k per route for Echoes in BB. Why was I doing this? Key cost 10k, and I was like, well, if it costs 10k, I should grind until a level is more.... that would've been ~40, and I like a bit of a challenge, now incidental challenge, totally different, like, Catacombs in DS1, specifically Pinwheel on the way to Tomb of Giants. That's incidental, not purposeful being too OP for the area (the catacombs part), as you have no reason to go there at all except TotG like, you can make a case for the ritual, but it's a weak one. It's kind of like doing normal Blighttown or Depths at all if you're not a Pyromancer and have Master Key. It's like "so..... why are we here? We can just go in the back door and be down in line half the time and grind out bugs to get strong enough for Queelag?" (as I don't think Gaping Maw is a necessity to be beaten except to go through the horror show that is Blighttown.)
Though, Depths is a pretty good farm spot (humanity and green titanite/large titanite and a teacher NPC for a Souls only Scaling form of attack..... so, still reason to go down there, oh and a merchant NPC too.... forgot about him. Still, not necessary, but useful area.
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